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When I finished recording Hotter Than July I was hoping that I had made something people could identify with as humans dealing with experience or as lovers of lyrics and concepts and thirdly as fans of Stevie Wonder's sound. DJ Victorious and I came up with different ways to attack each beat and in the end came out pretty crazy. It was like making an album in less than 2 months. Clams Casino is my hero. I never imagined most of the backdrop for a Stevie CD would come from a kid not old enough to get in my release parties and of a whole nother persuasion than the artist he was sampling from. I guess that's my prejudice huh? I need to listen to March On Washington again.
The idea to do this Steveland CD was one I had years ago and actually made an attempt at. Unfortunately my team wasn't where it is today and my focus wasn't there. Two close friends reinforced the idea; one of them even came up with the title. I was still skeptical since that was late May that I decided to do it but after alerting Clams and Vic of the plan things just started to fall into place. The word "masterpiece" is one I'm hearing in regards to the CD and usually I take credit away from myself but this time I would have to agree with folks. I mean I poured my heart for 14 tracks ranging from domestic abuse, drug use and depression to Christianity, infidelity and love. And I did it without profanity. I guess that's why I'm poppin shit a little bit today.
I've gotten messages from the thuggiest of thugs and the toughest of critics saying they enjoyed this CD and knowing we slipped in a few slow Stevie songs that's saying a lot. Of course I feel like we could’ve used better selections to sample from and some beats did not get used although they were hot. Some Stevie songs also didn't get touched because…well honestly Clams was the main producer and if he didn't do it then most of them just didn't match up. I was sending this kid songs to sample and hours later he was throwing back powerful sounding tracks and 2 versions sometimes. He freaked "Isn't she lovely?” and “Sir Duke” but the songs I wrote were a little too happy for this disc.
-Lately
Not that happy is bad because I got a few calls after people heard my version of “Lately” produced by J.Cardim thinking I should be on suicide watch. I thought that was funny. I wanted to just sound as if I was really a person at a place in life where you're ready for the next level in your career but you’re not really sure what that level is. Like if I blow up does it matter? Was all of this time I worked and went without what people call success worth what's in front of me? Or should I just go start my family now and stop trying to make a top ten emcee list when the words I'm putting out now pretty much crush who's on there anyway. This is where I'm sure other emcees are at some point in their life so I just jot it down and spit it out.
-Ribbon in the sky
Being compared to others comes with the territory in this business and ever since I started making mixtapes I've been grouped with others doing what I do. Some have gone on to stardom, some have disappeared and everyday it feels like there's some new rap guys peeping the formula for notoriety outside of radio or a major label and pushing the envelope to get more buzz. And if they have a punchline in their body someone will probably compare them to what I've been doing and I'm cool with that. Well maybe I'm not. For the most part I think they are some great rappers, lyricists, marketing geniuses whatever you want to call it that get more press and exposure than I do for whatever reason. I take nothing away from them but when interviewers ask "why aren't you as far as this guy?" Or "why don't you do a song with him?" it bugs me sometimes. What's even more annoying is having people call you and point out similarities from some other artist as if they’re influenced by me when they know I can't accept that nor do I have enough ego to admit that. So with all that said there was a day when you felt an emcee had a purpose, whether it was to educate, stay out of jail, feed his family, be the best, get money, say something or if you're like me you combine all those add a fear of dying early and you know why I feel like a different class of artist. Today I feel like a lot of folks are just doing it ‘cause they can or to get hot or ‘cause they can get beats or whatever their reason is I don't care. What I do care about is that I let it be known. I'm a venter, sue me.
-Redemption
I use the same voice to brag and say some things to move people any chance I get. I wanted “Redemption” to be my way of painting a picture of what goes on around us. A child using his pen to get out his frustration, a locked up father using his writing to try to get his son to change and a young girl putting all her pain from her stepfather's abuse in her diary to help her get through every day. I thought about releasing all the things we endure in life and how fortunate I am to have a talent to write and even better to be heard. I wanted to let the world know I don't take that for granted and that anyone can get their feelings out with their words.
-These 3 Words
I think this was the most complex record on here for me. I sent the original song to Clams but I had no clue what he would come back with. After I heard the up-tempo joint he pulled off I figured I could spew some crap about telling your loved ones how you feel about them. Victorious heard the beat and said I should be a funny heartbreaker on it. He wanted me to tell girlfriends and friends that I couldn’t say the L word and keep it light. I was going to shut him down but I instantly got this image in my head of a girl wanting me to say the words "I love you" and a story developed and soon thereafter I transitioned the song into a deeper more meaningful record and I wrote the hook in the booth which is really backwards for me but I think it tied everything together. My mother's favorite song by the way.
-Knocks Me Off…
Victorious thought we needed a straight up love song in typical Stevie Wonder fashion but I just can't do straight up predictable records. Clams however did a crazy rendition of “Knocks me off my Feet” that was a little too fast so I asked him to slow it down. As soon as he did I came up with 2 verses about a single mother I was considering going further with and an ex that needed to leave me alone. It’s my announcement that I can say the 3 words successfully.
It’s still not that easy actually, but I'm learning. I really do think about losing those close to me or leaving the earth and not saying what I feel. I also think about where we go afterwards and Heaven was born.
-Heaven
Roland Dice did this beat and he will get mad if I divulge his true identity, maybe because he hasn't learned drum programming or he fears backlash but let's just say this beat was an inside job. It automatically made me reflect on all the places I thought heaven could be and I evaluated my views on Christianity and spirituality and most importantly what I call "heaven on earth". I feel like I try to acknowledge heaven every day and my 3rd verse embodies what I mean. Heaven is probably my favorite song lyrically, it’s pretty thought provoking. It makes me think about all Stevie has done musically and if he would trade all his success and talent for a chance to see. Would that be heaven for him or is he already living it?
As for me, 6 discs in and I’m honestly exhausted, I was working on that EP in July and I’m not sure when I’m dropping it or what disc is actually next. I do know I need Hotter Than July to live for a minute because it drained my inspiration and I think it deserves room to breathe. People are concerned if I’m going to continue and I appreciate the concern, I didn’t know what I was capable until I pushed myself. Stay tuned because this is a rare occurrence that you see something like this go down. I’ve blabbed enough; on the 7th I host AZ’s mixtape release at Knitting Factory in NYC. My born day is on the 9th, I may party, I might not and on the 10th are the Underground Music Awards; if I win you win.
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