There's little like going to a funeral to really put life in perspective. As unfortunate as that may be, it's also just as true. Death just brings that out of us, I guess. Recently, I was thinking about this while looking at some ads at a wake I attended at a nearby Mission. While checkin' them out, I saw stuff about planning ahead and that really tripped me out. Death hits as unexpectadly as life hits 17 year olds.
Same with that Bucket List movie. I mean, if I knew I was going in a year, you best believe I'm copping those courtside Laker tickets for at least 1 game, no matter the cost. Oh, I'm going to travel and all sorts of dare devil shtuff I wouldn't normally do. But, what's stopping us now? Who's to say we aren't going in a year, a day or less? Why not strive to succeed, despite the fear and do more to spite the fear. Why not live life on some Bucketlist mindstate?
I guess, we humans just ain't like that. But, anyway, this track really came to me while at this service. I want it to play when I go. Dope stuff. RIP.
"I don't know about you, but first
thing I wake up every morning
look in the mirror say to myself is...
I am going to die and I've come to terms with that
But the when, where, and how's where my concern is at
It's fucked up that I'll be dead once I've learned all of that
Fact is we mustn't fear it, For fear is the mind killer
Elijah wanted to die and there ain't nothing iller
There's life and there's death. All else is just filler
So that situation you millin' that got you hella stressed
Trust it won't mean shit once you take your last breath
Kick the bucket by the farm
Eternal version of forgettin' to set the alarm
The deepest sleep of sleeps!
I'm talking six feet deep
That final appointment that we all have to keep
You know that meeting that cancels all the rest of your plans
In an over-priced box of coffin Rock rocking that eternal b-boy stance
Your family and friends come to tears at first glance
Regret that they never said what they had to say
When they all had the chance
Hands down the worst shit that could possibly happen
There ain't nothing like death To straight fuck up your day
But ain't nothin' like living to make that feeling go away
So go ahead and play
For when the head coach calls a time out
You're permanently benched
It's too late to sulk about how your time was spent
Break ups and bad credit. It's all temporary
Be sure to make some memories for all your friends to carry
So when your soul slips through your retina
You sleep on a stretcher
You can rest in peace and know the world won't forget ya
And I'll catch you on the other side
We riders of the sea
Who know the world must go on without You and Me."
-Murs, "The Deepest Blues" from Varsity Blues EP